i want to finish my personal projects and start other cool shit but it's no use!

never finished the shitty rat game, never made another youtube video, never learned to use fl or ANYTHING music related.

never learned to animate, never improved my art. i have everything i need right here, but i just end up turning on my wii u and play Dr. Mario for a couple minutes and then open my laptop and play a little bit of Half-Life 2 then open my wii u and play Dr. Mario.

it's an endless loop of doing useless shit. why can't i do anything right.

i always get ideas for shit, but i never act on them. it makes me feel like a failure. fuck.

just yesterday, i had the idea of making arrangement for Dr. Mario music. i always had the idea of making arrangements of Nintendo music using my SC-8820, but then immediately after i thought that, i booted up Smash Brawl on dolphin emu are you fucking kidding me